I would like an answer before I’m dead and gone for good.

I hate hurting people.

I would like am going to start writing again. I have to. I need some sort of creative outlet, and I just don’t have the subjects I want for photography. Well, I would love to shoot P, but she’s extremely shy.

She is so sweet to me. I’ve always wanted to be friends with her, and she makes me happy. She’s happier than she’s ever been with her new boyfriend. This is good.

I need something else to get me through the days, more than just normal days. Any ideas?